Man im tired of all da fukin bull shyt. man my girl father decides he wants her buried up in New york, so i cant even go to her funeral n shyt. man thats sum fuked up shyt. but dat nigga gonna get whats comin 4 him. So much goes on,. Yet they pay me no mind. Because they know where they are going. And nothings holding them back.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008. I cannot seem to accept it. Perhaps it is the truth but its unsettling. Then again i hv found that our concept of what is real and what is not is extremely elusive. My reality may not be another person s reality. In the end we might have nothing more than a bunch of lies to fall back on. How base would that make our existence? I need mint chocolatechip icecream. Wednesday, November 7, 2007.

Over the years the pressure to never give the doctors any more ammunition was huge. Both my long term partners had impairments and while most people would lean on their partners for support at hospital appointments, I was unable to. Id had to go alone, leave them in the car park and from time to time Id even ask them to walk to appointments with me so people wouldnt see them in wheelchairs. So what do I do? .

In chronic pain and other things insane! The pain in Jane is only there to tame! Sharing my life with Complex Regional Pain Syndrome. Tuesday, 23 December 2014.

Appy birfday tooo yoo,. Happy Birfdy too yoo,. Happy birfday dear lit girl,. Happy birfday to yoo! Birthdy wishes from Nat, Cait and Scorpio, to one of our three fave authors. Caitlyn says you are her fave, racethewind is mine and sinjenkay is Natalias as we are a bit crazy about CSIMiami as well as your Kin series. Hugs and have a drink or six for us! Just realised how long it has been since I have put anything on here.